It'd been a long time coming
but the burning was new
Support had always been there
but the lust had confused;
Were new feelings for someone
I had always admired
But he's so much older now
close to being retired.
His beloved wife had passed
I was volunteering;
I was around him much more,
in parades appearing.
So I felt the attraction.
I wrote some poems of love
expressing admiration,
feelings I had to prove.
So as poems appeared online
I found he had remarried
and thus I was mortified;
wanted my head buried.
Humiliation was first
and then came feelings of shame.
I became overwhelmed
and ran out without aim.
I was badly embarrassed,
I wanted so much to die.
I just couldn't face him
or look him in the eye.
Dying of embarrassment
is possible, I see that's so;
because I wanted to
and still might die from woe.
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